Sex after baby

No one told me I would WANT to have sex but have difficulty finding time. Hubby has to go to bed early to get up at 5am. Baby wants to go to bed at 12am. This is uncool.
I really thought the lack of sex was cuz of the baby hormone thing and [...]

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Gratitude Attitude

Thankful for:
Healthy baby boy
Gummy smiles
Almost laughter
Time to spend with him
Sticky poopy diapers
Snuggly little body
Cutest little hands and feet
Tiniest little knee caps
Chunky tiny wrists
Beautiful eyes staring at me
Gurgles and blurps of trying to talk
Soft smooth skin
Sniffing his baby head
Kissing his little cheeks
Loving him so much
thank you, thank you, thank you universe for giving me the best [...]

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Mommyhood

Its ineffable this mommyhood thing. Looking down at this little being. I am so filled with love.
I don’t even have the words to express what I am feeling.
Love him. Just cuz.

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See here’s the thing…

this really isn’t gonna give me closure. I can’t say what I want. Things have changed and there is no going back. Obviously I come on to strong but the thing is its probably been too long for deep meaningful conversation.
Can anything good come from rekindling an old relationship into a [...]

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Playlist for my babyboy

Sometimes I think of my life in terms of music. This is the playlist for my bun in the oven.
I can’t even speak for sobbing when I hear this song. I always loved this song but now its like the words pour from my own heart when I hear it. Its my [...]

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If your New Years Resolution is to get fit, then see this

This will give your abdominal muscles a work out. I laughed so hard I cried. If you do pilates, then this will be extra funny. I wonder how much he’s paying this personal trainer.

I can’t get enough of this one. I watched it over and over again. [...]

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Let it be Music Video and Lyrics

“And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.”
It has to be one of the most beautiful and comforting lyrics ever written. I heard this song today, as I have heard it many times before and it helped me.

Let [...]

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When life is tough

I had a really tough week. Some really shitty things happened and it was hard to get though it with my head on straight. There were times this week when I wanted to crawl under the covers and stay there. I also had times when I forgot what was happening and when [...]

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My worse pregnancy symptom yet

Not every women gets this symptom, but oh lord do I have it. It’s vaginal fluid that is leaking-no flowing out of me. Its called Leukorrea. Its a thin, white orderless discharge that happens in the first and last trimester to some women. It softens the cervix to prepare for delivery. [...]

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Pregnancy changes you

I have always heard other women say that having a child changes you. Being pregnant changes you. Since conception I am different. I have so much love for this little being growing inside of me. I can’t even express it. This poem does it nicely for me (its a little [...]

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