Playlist for my babyboy

Sometimes I think of my life in terms of music. This is the playlist for my bun in the oven.
I can’t even speak for sobbing when I hear this song. I always loved this song but now its like the words pour from my own heart when I hear it. Its my [...]

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St. Theresa’s Prayer

May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly
where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities
that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and
pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content knowing you
are [...]

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Emotional Day

To be pregnant is a gift. Anyone who has ever gone or is going through infertility issues understands what I mean. I am very emotional today- probably the hormones. Morning sickness has reared its ugly head big time today.
I have been emotional all morning. I am crying at the Dave Matthews [...]

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I’m preggers!

It took me a long time to post just because of privacy issues. My blog was getting a lot of hits and it was freakin me out.
The first IVF failed. I was devastated. During that time, my best friend became pregant and she wasn’t even trying. It was a [...]

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Better late then never

I am thankful:
I came through this surgery healthly.
I had time off from work to recover.
I have the support of my H, L, and my family.
I have M to help me personally, professionally. She is always there for me. I am sooo grateful. Who knew that bonds would last since we were four years [...]

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Just what I needed

“Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point [...]

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Grateful for another crisp, cold winter day

I am grateful for having the am off because of that I was able to:
have a soy latte while reading a couple magazines at Barnes and Noble,
buy a new book about a spiritual journey of a thirty something woman through India, Indonesia, and Italy (all of which are on my list to visit),
watch the an [...]

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Thank you universe

Still grateful for my new skilled doctor who will help me to protect my right ovary from distructive endometriosis.
Thankful to have a yoga class tonight. Grateful to have the calm, serenity and movement that yoga provides in my life.
Grateful for my mother and Maddie’s support through all this fruit salad stuff. [...]

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Down with the gratitude attitude

I am grateful for L and her saving me with this fruit salad of mine. I am thankful that she is friends with an amazing physician. I am confident in his skills and feel I am finally getting proper treatment (and he is seeing me early Thurs so I don’t have to reschedule my [...]

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