Dance Contest

I am in a crowd. I am not sure what I am doing here. I am all dressed up. I have a dress on and high heels. Stumbling my way through the crowd, when I see my H dancing with another woman. It turns out I am at a dance [...]

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Running

I am running and I am hyperventilating but I don’t get tired. The breathing doesn’t change my ventilation. I do not feel dizzy and I do not feel light headed. I am weightless. I can’t catch up. I don’t know who or what I am running after.
I wake [...]

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Party at my therapists house

I am sitting in the dinning room of the old victorian. I sit and what there for her to call me every week on a little, velvet green fainting couch. She has turned the dinning room into a waiting room.
She disappears behind a folding door into the big house. I [...]

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Her dream

I was at a wake in what appeared to be a living room. The body was lying on a 6 foot coffee table. It was covered in a sheet. We were gathered around the body and someone was comforting me-holding me and telling me it was going to be alright. My H [...]

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Cellphone

I dreamed Old A called me and we met somewhere. It was emotional and happy. We held each other and I felt the past was healed, warm and happy without regret. He told me everything and I did too. It felt weird to be so honest after all these years but it [...]

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