Me and my screwed up priorities

Priorities: precedence, especially established by order of importance or urgency.
1. An established right to precedence.
2. An authoritative rating that establishes such precedence.
3. A preceding or coming earlier in time.
4. Something afforded or deserving prior attention.
Here is a good story told about priorities:
“A professor of philosophy stood before his class with some items in front of [...]

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I am learning

I am learning to accept myself
I am learning that showing vulnerablities makes me strong not weak
I am learning to be honest with myself
I am learning not to live by the rules and not to say “I should”
I am learning to remove the mask that keeps me from connecting with others
I am learning that striving [...]

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Right

right, write
words
tap, tap, tap
{space}
think, thoughts
energy develops
provoke
more words
generate, action
must be
click, click, click
backspace
save, publish
erase
start fresh
start over
renew

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Running with Scissors

H and I had coffee at Barnes and Nobles and I bought:
Running with Scissors by Bourroughs
I just saw the movie and it brought up a lot about my childhood. Being raised by a bipolar mother and a alcoholic father.
Thank god for therapy.
So I’ll read the book. See if I [...]

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Sex

Well for those of you who are regular readers you know that I have been having difficulties with sex because of endometriosis. I am not shy about this.I tell anyone who wants to know. (Full story here.) I feel that being honest about these types of problems is important. In addition, [...]

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Just what I needed

“Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point [...]

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Be kind, be kind, be kind

Be kind:
To yourself
To family and friends
To strangers.
Be Kind, Be Kind, Be Kind- My mantra for the day.
Also,
I can be really hard on myself. I want to understand my struggles and rise above. I want to “GET IT”. Whatever “it” is. When I get stressed out about life and impatient [...]

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Breath Me Lyrics and Video

“Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there’s no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I’m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think [...]

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About blogs

There are so many different blogs. There are a lot of blogs about sports, blogs about technical things, blogs about celebrities and blogs about news. Let me rephrase this. There are enough blogs about sports!
All blogs are interesting (usually) but real gems are the ones when people open up about their [...]

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Strength for today

“I was always looking outside myself
for the strength and confidence,
but it comes from within.
It was there all the time.”
Anna Freud

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